Healing Generals

Ive been following Todd Bentley for the past two weeks on Periscope. He is on a journey of learning about the Generals of healing in the 1940's and 1950's, an era that I've felt a connection to for years. I love the interaction of people during the 40's due to WWII. Studying AA Allen, William Braham and others seems natural to me on this journey.

In connecting the past with the present of what I am learning about frequencies in music and in Hod's creation is opening a new avenue to healing.

We have to walk out our healings.

In the past two weeks I've been healed of two of my minors as I call them as they were the issues that required more then pills to comfort me. I had to change my diet as well.

How do I know I'm healed? Because I've eaten literally crap all week and none of the issues have developed! Granted I am not going to eat like this always but this week I had things that I needed to do to keep up with my house schedule. I will get back to eating my 80/20 Paleo this week.

My point in this is I have to walk this out, meaning I need to eat healthy but if I mess up its not going to put me out for three days. Being overweight and doesn't help my issue either.

I have been using the Menoblend from Freedom Flowers and have noticed a difference as well.

In the next few weeks I'll be purchasing one of Del Hungerford's cd to download in my music library.

This journey is going to be exciting to see where God leads me!!!!

Guest blogging

I'm sharing the link to a post of a friend who is studying the 432 frequencies more Indepth
It's a great study and I may have to watch the video more often to get an understanding of the 432 frequency.

http://www.healingfrequenciesmusic.com/976-2/

This is the video:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qd92ksKzTKY&feature=iv&src_vid=FY74AFQl2qQ&annotation_id=annotation_686636337

Healing oil website

Here's a website to pursue on healing oils.

http://www.thishouseofjoy.com/2013/12/11/what-does-the-bible-say-about-essential-oils-here-are-15-great-references/

I use A combination of olive oil and coconut oil as a carrier to making healing balms from various plants that have healing qualities in them. I love making one with peppers that has capsaicin in them, the hotter the pepper the more capsaicin. I have Friends who swear by them as myself.

Flower Essence

Part of my journey and if you go to abiggermess.blgspot.com you will see some of what I've been doing with plants and using Olive oil and coconut oil as carriers.

I ordered Menoblend from Freedom Flowers (www.Freedom-flowers.com) and have noticed a difference in the last few days.

I'm understanding that water is a carrier and we use it for coffees and teas. I dry herbs for various teas  for healing of migraines and for sleep.

What Freedom Flowers does is not just make her drops from the essences of the flower but shares how that flower was designed to heal when God created us.

Because of sin our bodies that were aligned to follow after the heart of God where invaded with toxins that are destroying our temples. Isn't t like God after the fall of Satan that when He restored the earth He would give us the means to heal ourselves as well?  He desires us and wants us to draw near to Him. He wants our temples to align to Hs purpose.

Check out Seneca's book "Flower Power." It will show you how much our God loves us and has designed nature to work for our good.

Healing frequency websites

As a believer in Christ I will not post something that doesn't agree with the Word of God.

God was the first to create music for healing and the various frequencies that He put into nature.

Therefore when questioning why I post something that looks contrary to what God's word says, I just remember that He created it first.

Some cultures or religions will use nature and galaxies as their focus. I myself am just amazed at God creativity and how He delights in us to put things together for our enjoyment.

So enjoy the websites I add here and seek God's heart beat in what He created, not in what others have tried to take credit for.

https://attunedvibrations.com/432hz-vs-528hz/

This describes the six frequencies of God's healing:

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=4Tno4L-6vP4

Healing Frequencies

God is moving me in a new direction in what He's been teaching me on healing.

I am more dabbling at playing the guitar at the moment but learning of a new frequency of playing music in an A=432 frequency. I post the link with more information here but I'm excited as if you know me I have to have a purpose in my learning.

Another area is learning the frequency in our plants mainly herbs and flowers. For th past several years I've been making my own shampoos hair rinse as well as pain relievers and other things from the herbs I grow due to the number of chronic illnesses I've acquired. I have found that they help and also have given samples to friends who are addicted to the natural ingredients. I'm switching my diet over to Paleo also due to food that is affecting my body.

I'm excited to venture in this new journey and also to be able to teach what I learn to others.

I hope you will join me as we discover God's plan for healthy living.


Here is the flower essence website: http://www.freedom-flowers.com/


Here is the healing frequency website:  http://www.healingfrequenciesmusic.com

Breaking off old thoughts

Over the years I'd been told so many things about what to believe that its a wonder that I hadn't gone nuts.

For example, and I assume it was in fun, that what I watched on tv, read or even thought about affected my health. I do believe to a certian degree it can.

I remember growing up how people made judgements on missionaries and how they gave up everything to go on the mission field that even having an ice cream cone on a family outting brought on a certian level of guilt.

So its not hard to imagine when I'm hurt by some things in the last few weeks and sometimes acted on the pain I felt that I wonder if I'm losing my grip on the faith of which I stand on for what He's called me to believe. Something else I'd been told was that you had to watch your every move or else what you prayed for wasn't going to come to pass.

For instance, I was praying for a miracle this past weekend, but it was going to involve my participation. However, in the early hours of Sunday morning, the day I prayed for the miracle to occur, I became ill and stayed home. I can't say it didn't occur because while I was praying for mine to happen it did for a friend. So did it mean that I wouldn't have my own miracle?

I fought this thought most of Sunday and came to realize that again I was listening to a lie that has been formed for years. Since the miracle involves one of God's own, whether I participated or not wasn't the question. I did my part. I prayed for open doors. And the doors were opened, but those involved either didn't see that they were there, or just ignored them. It was actually out of my hands. Whether I was well or not, it was up to the individual.

We put too much into what we think others should be doing or not doing, when all the matters is if the person is doing what God called them to do. Then we need to butt out.

By learning more and taking out old thoughts I'm also breaking off the rejection that I'd felt for so long in my life. Things that were said that were never true but circumstances at the time brought a false presentation.

I'm seeing myself on the other side of the spectrum and I'm enjoying the freedom I have now. Where I can think for myself, can enjoy who I am in Him, and not worry what another may think because they feel the same way.

I've finding the area of my life more comfortable for me. I am finding also that time spent in His presence is much sweeter when I arrive not carrying baggage of old thoughts into the Throne Room. I think He's liking that time with me also.

My year long journey so far

I had started this journey in January, planning on studying the prayer movement in the past 2000 years. I have yet to get to that study.

I have however, been studying the Spirit of Jezebel, the accuser of the brethern, and more recently "Lover of my soul". The only difference is that its been more of people watching rather then book learning.

I have asked the Lord to give me "double vision", to see beyond what we see physically but more inward so that I can pray more effectively for the person or event. I'm still working out the kinks now that the prayer has been answered because now that I see things more clearly I have to learn to use discernment in other areas and not let my passion be revealed in the event.

I had mentioned to someone last night that I hadn't really felt any growth in the past year in my life, going from doing my 50 journeys to making a year long study. I felt lost at times until I remembered that in this past year God has opened doors that had been closed in the past.

I attended PrayerQuake this year for the first time. What an awesome event that was, and a lesson in trust, grace and mercy that followed along with event.

I also attended my first Carmen concert, something I had wanted to do for many years, yet the prices of the concerts or the locations was a factor.

This year I will be going on my first mission trip, something I've wanted to do about as long as going to a Carmen concert. This too is a lesson in trust, grace and mercy. Its also a lesson in breaking off things that had been said to me or about me that was not in line with what God has had intended for me on this trip.

So I guess this year I have learned quite a bit, but in longer phases.

In my 50 day journeys, I usually picked something such as for physical; changing something from my diet, or adding excercise, for spiritual; it was a fast or taking out something in my life that was unpleasant in my walk with Christ and replacing it with something that pleased Him, and with my home it was usually taking one room during the 50 days and doing whatever deep cleaning that needed to be done to it or organizing the room better to fit the needs of my family. Sometimes it worked but most of the time it didn't.

So this year I lumped them all together and I've been a vegetarian more often then not, I've been decluttering about 7 items a week from my home by either giving it away, throwing it away. I've already touched on the spiritual end of my year long journey.

So that's it 9 months later. I have to remember its my journey to God's heart that I'm on and it may not be in my time, but His is alway perfect. He gave me three words at the begining of the year: Take only what is offered to you, be content with your wages, take jobs by word of mouth. It is all summed up by one statement that He keeps bringing back to me: To obey is better then sacrific. I'd much rather be His obedient servant then anything else. And if that is what this year is about, I'm His to do with what He pleases.

A fast for a breakthrough

I'm starting a fast tonight. It will be for the next 21 days.

In the last couple of weeks it was impressed on me to do one with some friends as we prepared our hearts for what God is calling us to do. I'll be using my blog as my journey during the fast as I concentrate on what God is showing me during this time.

I'm going back on a vegan eating plan, giving up tv and the internet with the exception of the blog, the emails of encouraging my friends on the fast with me and another prayer group that I'm involved in.

During the weekend I didn't realize that God had opened a door for me to have a more comfortable place to pray, next to my prayer garden. A friend and I dug (she dug more then I did!) and worked on an area for my bench to sit on using bricks in my backyard that were for a former walkway going nowhere. I'm finishing the project of the walkway this week and working on either a border for my prayer garden or a fence, I haven't decided which yet.

Fasting to me is a time of reflecting on who God is and also a time of breaking through something that has been a standstill, sitting on the edge of happening one way or another. Its the breaking down of strongholds that have inhibited a closer relationship with the Father. That is my goal.

It will be time of gaining better understanding of my children lessons as I'm writing without distractions that seem to encumber me.

I'll still be going to Curves every day to break the plateau I'm in and to lose extra pounds that crept up on me during a hiatus I took a few weeks ago when my body was reaking havoc on me.

So that's my plan.

This should prove to be an interesting journey.

He has found Favor in you

For a very long time God had been trying to get me to understand something and it wasn't until a situation that took place a couple of weeks ago did it finally sink in.

He has found favor in me.

The verse "We have all sinned and fallen short of the Glory of God". Romans 3:23 I've known for years and quoted it when teaching kids about salvation in CEF. But I didn't have a clear picture of what it meant totally until I began studying to see how the two statements work together.

God's favor never leaves us once we know and trust Him. It is always there from the begining that we said that we believe that He gave us His Son to save us. Yes we sin as believers but His favor is with us forever. 1 John 1:9 states that if we confess our sins He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

The world is a very tough and very judging place. But God's nature to us His children is not to judge us but to be just with us in our walk with Him when we stray. He's nature is to correct us when we confess to Him what we've done. God has found favor in us in what we do. He restores us by bringing His glory down to us as we have fallen short and can never reach it on our own.

The only time God's favor will ever leave us is when we turn our backs totally on Him and reject Him. I believe that He is ready to take back the offender who rejects Him up until the final breath that person takes on earth because of who God's nature is.

So know today that God has found favor in you, His child no matter what you are going through. He loves you with an everlasting love that will never cease as you are His creation and His desire is to bless you abundantly.

Prayerwalking is good for the soul

About five years ago when I was starting another 50 day journey, God told me to walk the streets of my town for the next 50 days.

First thought I had was that I needed rain gear as fifty days without rain is pretty much unheard of in the fall season. Although Indian summer hangs on until late November, it still does get rather chilly for a walk.

I was working at a local toy store and a couple of other places at the time so the prayerwalking fit in with my schedule of walking to work in the mornings and having my hubby pick me up when I got off work, which was usually a half hour after I was done and so I would prayerwalk the port.

I did go through most of the streets during the fifty days and also through out the year prayerwalked our churches in the area.

As I started this project of praying over homes that I was walking through God showed me several things to pray for. In my neighborhood there were four drug homes. There were also homes that were in bad decay and needed much repair. My neighborhood was prayed over beyond the fifty days. In that time frame three of the drug homes were gone and the people moved to other areas. ( The fourth disbanned early last year).

Homes on our area that were in decay were getting new face lifts and new homes were put on the lots where the homes were falling apart and beyond repair.

But I know that God was working inside the hearts of those in the homes and that was what He was more concerned about.

There were businesses on the main Hwy that I prayed over, walked the parking lots including a motel where I was asked to leave as I was making the owner nervous. Granted having a woman walking around the parking does tend to make people nervous and I understood that and left.

Months later he was arrested for drug manufactoring.

One day I was walking the neighborhood where our library sits. I went to work later that day, and a pastor came into the toy store and knowing I am a believer told me that he had just left the library where he was able to obtain one of the rooms for a church service!

Yes I know I am a bit quirky at times and people do look at me funny when I do something because God told me to. But as a friend pointed out a few weeks ago at a prayer time, "I knew it wasn't Satan telling me to come to church late!".

So this was on my mind today as I was thinking about our church's 21 day fast between now and Easter. As I was trying to think of what to add to the fast I'm already on I realized I have a large list already of things I need to take out of my life if not for 21 days, for the rest of my life.

So, I'll be out and about again for the next 21 days.

God bless.

Trying to set boundaries

In every journey there are boundaries that need to be set such as distance, time, and other areas to make the journey more successful and enjoyable.

In the past I've had fifty day journeys where I picked a topic that I wanted to learn about or improve in my life or something that needed to be taken out of my life and worked at it for fifty days.

This is the first time I am doing a year long journey and its on day 25 and I've done very little since the begining of the year.

Most of my journeys are ones that God has led me to be on, and there are those that I got to pick the topic.

This is one where I picked the topic but God is definitely in the lead. Actually He's had several topics in mind and He leading and I'm following rather blindly into unknown territory.

I am finding out that I've dealt with rejection for most of my life but never really faced it head on as for what it really is. I think I learned from an early age to put up a wall so it wouldn't hurt when it did happen. I found out a few weeks ago that that's considered a passive aggressive attitude towards myself where I hide from my own self and then get angry because I didn't stand up for myself when the time arrived. I found that I had been creating the problem myself moreso then what I was seeing it.

Yes there are times where I know I was rejected. But not as much as I had percieved it.

This journey was suppose to be about studying the 2000 years of Charismatic Movement and its kind of went on a different path to letting go of past experiences and just learning to trust that God has not forsaken His own. This is one journey I unknowningly had in the works for many years and it is now coming to pass. It won't be a long journey but there will be an end to it and it will not be in my life anymore.